Saturday 16 November 2013

ArHi OS: Without You Part 7

PART 7:



Khushi just closed her eyes and tried to sleep...all the events from the past few days had really stressed her out a lot...and she was really tired. If not physically then mentally...she thought of all the good times she had spent with him...she got up and sat near the bed and held his hand in hers..."I LOVE YOU ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA!!!! I REALLY DO!!!" she whispered...she cried silently again , hoping that arnav would forgive her...only if she what was actually in store for her!!!!!




It was midnight when arnav regained his consciousness. He was a mess. "Ah...why is my lower abdomen paining so much?" he thought as he tried to adjust his eyes to the darkness. And then , like a rocket engine , it all came crashing to arnav. He was at khushi's house. He saw Samar. Khushi betrayed him. And Samar stabbed him. His blood boiled. Boiled for the fact that he let that bas***d go without even punching him on his guts. He now looked here and there and finally found his eyes resting on a petite figure , sleeping on the sofa and waiting for him to wake up.




"Khushi!" his mind yelled. But he couldn't make himself say that word. The word which was associated to his fragile and broken heart. As he tried to move his fingers , he saw her eyes opening slightly , peeping towards him and suddenly , she jumps out of the sofa and is standing next to him. He saw Khushi smiling and somewhere it just broke his heart even more , because he didn't know what to expect from her anymore. Sarcasm or care? Hatred or Love?




Khushi was overwhelmed to see arnav awake. She quickly touched his cheeks and carressed it. Her tears were flowing down her cheeks and she just stood there , drinking in the feeling of getting back her life. It was as if she had stopped breathing. Arnav looked at the other side , motioning her to remove her hand from his cheeks , his heart aching as if it would burst any moment but still he maintained his calm. "Khushi...what are you doing here...???" he asked , calmly. Khushi weeped silently at his action but she knew she deserved it. "Arnav...why are you asking me this...when you know that you are injured?!" she said , in a hurry. Arnav looked at her for a fraction of second and again continued to look at the other side.




 "Arnav...i...i a..am sorry..." khushi burst into tears. Even though arnav was going through such a heart ache , he didn't like to see khushi in tears. "Hey khushi...i am fine...seriously! It doesn't hurt!" he tried to smile but khushi knew the truth. She had seen it happening and seeing arnav , almost dying out there , was something which stabbed her heart , over and over again.



She kept her hand over his , but arnav pulled out of her grasp and looked to the other side. He didn't know how to react. His eyes were filled with tears and his vision was blur. Khushi closed her eyes. She knew that arnav would be angry with her and might even hate her. "Khushi..." arnav spoke in hoarse voice. "Khushi...go back home! You need rest!" he said. "No arnav...i..ican't leave you like..." "I am fine..." he stopped her. "I'll be fine...now go!" he whispered as he looked deep into her eyes.



"Will you ever forgive me arnav?" she asked. Arnav sighed. He knew she wanted to explain and he let her do it. "I wanted revenge arnav...i...seeing you after so many years it just...i thought that...that your heart should be broken the way you broke mine..." and with this , khushi broke down. Arnav didn't know what to say. He touched her cheeks softly and looked into her eyes. "Khushi...your absence broke my heart , your indifference would have broken my heart , but khushi your revenge...it killed me..." he sighed and removed his hand from her cheeks.



"Arnav please forgive me...please..." she cried as she held his hospital shirt tightly. Arnav hugged her. "I...i forgive you khushi..." he said. "But...i am sorry khushi we can't be together...anymore..." he said. Khushi was shocked. "What...why? No no arnav...please...i don't want to loose you..." she cried. "I am sorry khushi...but i can't...i have a broken heart...i need to fix it...and to fix it...i need to get away from the reason it broke...and that was you!" he said. "Arnav , i forgave you for what you did...can't you do the same thing...with me?" khushi sobbed.




"I wish i can khushi...but i need to think about it...i am too shocked at all this and i don't know what to do...khushi your a wonderful women and believe me...someone worthy enough will surely marry you and cherish you for ever..." arnav said as each word broke his heart even more. Khushi was getting more confused. "And that person is definitely not me khushi..." he said and removed her hands from his shirt. "We can be in contact khushi but...i don't think we can be together..." he said as a lone tear escaped his eye.


"Arnav...arnav you have to believe me...i...never wanted this...never...i never wanted to hurt you..." she cried. "I too...never meant to hurt you that time khushi...and i am deeply sorry for that..." he sighed. "No please arnav..."she said as she saw him closing his eyes , and gradually falling to sleep.



"I am sorry for the things i did arnav...i truely am!" she cried and went away to call the doctor and tell him about arnav's regaining consciousness. 

ArHi OS: Without You Part 6

PART 6:



The noise of the ambulance made khushi come out of her trance. Samar came near her and hugged her. "Sweety...i killed him...he was the only barrier in our love...and i killed him...now we can..." before he could finish , khushi slapped him hard. Samar was shocked. "Hey...i thought you wanted that too..." he yelled as he was taken away by the police. 




Khushi kneeled down near an unconscious arnav. She cupped his bleeding face and started crying. "Im sorry arnav...i never wanted to hurt you physically...i shouldn't have crossed my limits...please don't leave me!!!!" she mumbled and watched as arnav was taken away in the ambulance. "Mam , would you like to accompany him too..." the nurse asked. Khushi nodded. They all headed to the hospital.





She saw as the nurses attached some big tubes to arnav's body and were trying to make him breath. "Doctor...the patient is not breathing..." she heard the nurse scream. But khushi couldn't move an inch. She was in pain too. How could she do this arnav. Yes...she had paid samar to teach arnav a lesson by making him jealous...but she never knew that her plan would cost him his life...she didn't move...she couldn't move...




The ambulance stopped near the gate of the hospital and arnav was immediately taken into the ICU. "Doctor...the patient is coding...his pulse is weak!!!!" yelled one of the interns. Khushi was advised to wait outside. Arnav had to get an immediate surgery or else he will die. Khushi watched from the little window , as they were trying to control his blood lose. "Come on...hurry up we can't loose him..." screamed the doctor. He came out and informed khushi about arnav's status.




"Ms. Gupta...the patient has lost a lot of blood and we have operate on him immediately...but his survival percentage is very less...im sorry..." the doctor sighed and went away leaving khushi absolutely dejected. 




"Its my fault..." she thought and ran her fingers through her hair. She wiped her tears and decided that she will meet arnav before they take him for the surgery.




As she entered the room , she saw many machines being fit to his body. Tears again started to fall from her hazel eyes. She went near an unconscious arnav. "mam , you are not allowed to meet the patient now as he is very very weak...mam please..." the nurse tried to pull away khushi , but in vain. Khushi held arnav's  hand in hers and cried. 




"Arnav...im so sorry...so so sorry...im a horrible person...but i love you...wihtout you , i can't breathe...please don't let yourself go away like this...give me a chance...give us a chance..." she couldn't continue more , she ran out of the room , crying. 



From far , she could see , arnav being taken away for his surgery. Khushi was feeling sick. She asked for the washroom and threw up a couple of times. She prayed to Devi Maiyya to keep arnav safe and sound.



The surgery lasted for 4 hours...




The doctor came up to khushi and told her about arnav's condition. "Mam...only a miracle can save the patient's life...its...its as if he doesn't want to live...none of the medicines are working on him...he will be conscious very soon though!!!!" the doctor exclaimed and went away. Khushi entered arnav's room and sat near him. She held hiss hand near her heart...




"Do you remember the play in our school...Romeo and Juliet...we essayed them...and you said a dialog , which was not in script..." she whispered , hoping that he was hearing her...



(Flashback)



The lights were on arnav as he was saying his dialog...just at that time , khushi entered the stage and arnav was mesmerized by her beauty..."Arnav...say your dialogs damnit...arnav!!!!" whispered juhi...who had organised the play...but arnav was too lost in khushi's beauty...



Khushi noticed how arnav. gaze was fixed on her...she blushed profusely...as arnav started walking towards her , her heartbeat increased to such a rate that she feared that she might just get a heart attack!!!!



Arnav came near and knelt down in front of her...everyone in the audience were patiently waiting for Romeo's confession...or maybe arnav's confession...



"I will never be able to put feelings into words...becoz whatever i feel for you...i can't define it...its the most beautiful feeling in this world...


my world was empty before you came,
my life was boring before you came,
my heart never felt so lively before you came...


I LOVE YOU!!!!" arnav huffed and looked up to see a dazed khushi. He squeezed her lightly to signalled her to say her dialog...



After the play finished , arnav grabbed khushi and dragged her into a room. "Arnav what are you..." before she could finish , she felt his soft lips covering hers...she started to roam her hand in his hair. After kissing like eternity , the broke the kiss and gasped for breath...


"I LOVE YOU KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA...WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFREND???" arnav asked. Khushi was more than happy...she knew that the dialogs arnav said on stage was not for juliet...but for her...she smiled and hugged him..."I love you too...my romeo!!!!!" he smiled and hugged her back while kissing her hair...




(END OF FLASHBACK)




"Arnav...today...i say that dialog to you...


my world was empty before you came,
my life was boring before you came,
my heart never felt so lively before you came...


comeback arnav...i love you...wake up...at least wake up...and if you want you can hate me too...but please just wake up...please...!!!!!!!" khushi cried. Her tears fell on arnav's hand...and suddenly...his pulse rated decreased again...khushi saw this and panicked. She called the nurses and the doctors and they somehow stabalised him.




Khushi didn't know what to do...how would she face him when he would wake up...what would be his first reaction when wakes up...what will she say to him...what will he say to her...



She didn't know what to do anymore...she went inside his room again and sat on the nearest sofa...she closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep but couldn't...then she understood that her teddy bear...which was gifted by arnav , was not there with her...she looked up at arnav's face and saw the vapour created in the oxygen mask...it looked as if arnav was fast asleep...




Khushi just closed her eyes and tried to sleep...all the events from the past few days had really stressed her out a lot...and she was really tired. If not physically then mentally...she thought of all the good times she had spent with him...she got up and sat near the bed and held his hand in hers..."I LOVE YOU ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA!!!! I REALLY DO!!!" she whispered...she cried silently again , hoping that arnav would forgive her...only if she what was actually in store for her!!!!!

ArHi OS: Without You Part 5 B

PART 5 B:
 
 
 
As arnav was about to go , khushi pulled him and gave a light peck on his lips. "Im hungry arnav...lets go!!!!!!" she said , not bothering to look at arnav's reaction as she was too shy to see...she pulled arnav with herself to the kitchen..."Today , my kitchen is gone!!!!!!" khushi mentally said this and smiled.
 
 
 
 
Arnav saw khushi working in the kitchen. He sighed. He so wished that khushi would always be working like this in HIS kitchen , in HIS house...he went up to khushi and hugged her from behind. She smiled. She turned around and kissed him. He reciprocated the kiss with more passion. His hands went inside her top and he started carressing her milky white skin. As he felt her body stiffening by his touch , he withdrew from the kiss and looked into her eyes.
 
 
 
 
She had tears in her eyes. Arnav was feeling guilty. He didn't want her to feel disturbed becoz of her. As he was letting her go , khushi hugged him tightly. "Arnav...can you remove Samar's touch...from my body???" she asked innocently but arnav was shocked to hear this. "What...???" he managed to say. Khushi nodded. She needed him and she knew that even he needed her.
 
 
 
The next thing was that they found each other on the bed , arnav's hand on khushi's waist and khushi , resting her head on the crook of his neck. Arnav turned her around and now she was under him. Khushi smiled. "I think i forgave you Mr. Raizada!!!" she whispered. Arnav started to nuzzle her neck and even gave her some love bites. As she reached her climax , arnav looked into her eyes. "Are you ready sweetheart???" he asked her softly.
 
 
 
"Hmm..." she said and gave a satisfactory smile. And as soon as he entered her , she screamed. Not in pain , but in pleasure. Arnav took her into a deep kiss and then he started kissing her throat , her jawline and all the sensitive portions of her body. Khushi was enjoying this. "Iam so sorry to hurt..." arnav said but khushi stopped him by kissing him wildly. "I love you arnav!!!!!!". This came as a shock for arnav.
 
 
 
 
Arnav was shocked. How could somebody be so forgiving. He was lost in her beauty , when suddenly she told him that she wanted to go to the washroom. He smirked. "Then i guess , we can continue our love making sessions in there!!!!". Hearing this , khushi blushed crimson red and arnav kissed her cheeks one by one.
 
 
 
 
They continued thier love making sessions till the night. Next morning as khushi saw arnav sleeping , she smiled. Something was definitely different. She pushed away arnav's hand and went to have a shower. As she came out , she saw arnav sitting on the bed , his palms covering his face. After hearing her payal , he looked up. "Whats wrong arnav???" asked khushi. "Khushi i dont think that it was right of us to do...you know...before our marriage..." he stammered. "Marriage?!" she thought.
 
 
 
 
As arnav looked upto her eyes , he felt different. Something was different in those eyes. Khushi looked at the wall clock. She smirked. Arnav noticed her smirk and for the first time , he got a bit scared of her.
 
 
 
 
At breakfast , both of them were chatting , but khushi was behaving sarcastically. "Are you ok khushi???" asked arnav worriedly as he held her by the shoulder. Khushi smirked again. "What will happen to me???" she asked and jerked off arnav's hand , leaving him all the more confused by her behaviour.
 
 
 
 
"Arnav can you please buy some vegetables...its seems like its all over!!!!!!!" khushi said. Arnav nodded and went to the shop. As arnav closed the door behind himself , khushi saw a man entering from the window. It was Samar. "Hi gorgeous!!!!!!!" he said and kissed her. Khushi hugged him.
 
 
 
 
As arnav passed by the gift shop , he thought of buying khushi a diamond ring. He bought the most expensive one and decided to propose her today itself. He was smiling at his thoughts and he opened the door of the house , he got the shock of his life.
 
 
 
Khushi was sitting on Samar's lap , she was topless. Only her inners were with her and she kissing samar. The ring fell from arnav's hand. As khushi saw arnav , she wore her top and casually walked up to him. "So...ASR...what did you think...i will forgive you that easily...????!!!!!!!!!" she smirked. Arnav was horrified. "what is...what is..." he couldn't even talk properly. Samar walked up to arnav pushed him to wall.
 
 
 
 
"How dare you make love to my girlfrend????" samar screamed. Arnav looked up to khushi , but she too busy with her mobile. Arnav closed his eyes in anger. "So...so you did all this to take revenge on me???" he screamed as he jerked away samar.
 
 
 
 
"How dare you do this to me khushi??!!!!" arnav screamed again. He jerked her but all she was doing was smirking. "So did you have a taste of your own medicine???" she said while tracing her finger on his jawline. Arnav jerked away her hand in disgust and disbelief. "How could you khushi??!!!!" he cried and fell at her feet. Khushi looked away.
 
 
 
"Arnav...stop begging...whatever you did was unforgivable..." she said calmly. "Then how could you forgive this ba****d??? He raped you!!!!" he screamed again. "Ya...but he was wise enough to say sorry to me...and he was in jail for two years becoz of this...and he promised to mend everything especially when he heard that i was pregnant with his child..." she flashed a smile towards samar.
 
 
 
"And what about me??? what about our love???" arnav pulled khushi towards him. "There was nothing between us arnav..." she gritted her teeth..."Then what was that which occured a few days ago...and yesterday night???" cried arnav. Khushi rolled her eyes and said "It was just pure s**...thats it!!!!!!". Samar saw the closeness between arnav and khushi. He hated arnav for snatching away khushi from him at school and now he won't let that happen again...
 
 
As arnav released khushi from his hold , samar turned him around and punched him on the face. Arnav was too angry to do anything. Even he started fighting. They punched each other. But arnav was too numb to respond. All the images of his and khushi's good times flashed in front of him. He didn't feel hurt at all when samar pushed him towards the kitchen counter. He had hurt himself a lot...blood oozing out from every part of his body...mainly from his heart...
 
 
 
Khushi never entertained such fights. Even though she wanted to take revenge on arnav , she didn't want to hurt him physically and seeing him getting hurt , without even fighting back , was confusing her.
 
 
 
The neighbours had heard these noises and decided to call the police immediately.
 
 
 
"How dare you touch my girlfrend ASR???" screamed samar as he kept on punching arnnav in the stomach. But had his gaze fixed on khushi. It was as if he was smiling. A pathetic smile that his destiny had played with him so much...he closed his eyes in pain and saw his mother's face. "Maa...i want to come to you!!!!!!" his heart screamed.
 
 
 
And thats when , samar took the kitchen knife and stabbed arnav. Not once , not twice but four times in the stomach. Khushi was horrified to see this. She never thought that her idea of taking revenge would actually cost arnav his life. She saw arnav trying to breath but as his gaze fell on her , he closed his eyes and sublimed in the darkness.
 
 
"ARNAV!!!!!" khushi screamed. She fell on the floor , tears coming out of her eyes. She remembered how arnav had kissed her eyes. She kept on staring at him. Samar gave a satisfactory smile but at time , the police barged in and saw arnav's body lying there. Not understanding the situation much , they arrested samar and took arnav to the hospital.

ArHi OS: Without You Part 5

PART 5:
 
 
 
 
He smiled at her cuteness. He kissed her little red nose , her cheeks and her rosy lips. She gave a contented smile in her sleep...he whispered "I LOVE YOU!!!!!" into her ears one last time before going and kissed her forehead. He got up and looked back at her face before going...after sumtime , he left but now he was a bit happy that khushi was giving him a chance again...
 
 
 
Next day , as khushi came down , she saw garima and sashi going out with thier bags. "Uncle , aunty...where are you going???" she asked. Sashi came up to her and kissed her forehead and said "Beta , we are going for a marriage...we can't take you becoz your father has not given us the permission...but we know you can take care of yourself...". Khushi felt bad that they were leaving. She went towards the door and bed them goodbye...They were gone for a whole week...
 
 
 
Khushi went up to the kitchen and prepared some coffee. She was feeling a bit relaxed after her chat with arnav last night. She blushed as she remembered what happened last night between them. They sparks , she thought had disappeared was there all the time...she smiled as touched her lips. She remembered how they kissed after all these years of pain and separation. Then she heard the door bell ring. As she touched the door knob , she could feel arnav on the other side. She gave a small smile and opened the door.
 
 
 
As arnav saw the door open , he saw his angel standing right in front of him. She was looking beautiful and he often thought that how could she manage to look so beautiful even after waking up from her nap. The natural blush she always maintained whenever he came near her , made him feel proud that he was the only one who could evoke such feelings inside her. He noticed her as she jestured him to come inside...
 
 
"I thought your uncle and aunt will be here too...!!!!!!!" he whispered. She nodded and told him that they went to a wedding. She made him sit and went up to the kitchen. Arnav saw her face. She still had a wierd gloominess on her face. He sighed. He went up to her and cupped her face. "khushi...can i please talk to you...i also need to tell you sumthings...!!!!!!!" he whispered. She nodded. She also wanted to know how he came to know about her innocence.
 
 
 
Arnav made her sit on his lap. Khushi was wearing hot pants and her thighs were exposed. She had a bath earlier and then she dozed off for sometime...her still wet hair was casting spells on him as it had a beautiful frangrance with it...arnav was getting hypnotized by her charm...khushi reluctantly kept her hands around his neck and looked at his eyes as if seeking permission...and he started with his story...
 
 
 
(FLASHBACK)
 
 
As Arnav heard the policeman talk about the accident , he rushed to the place...he saw the car , hanging between the cliff and ground...he was horrified to see the image..."Where is she??? WHERE IS MY KHUSHI???" he screamed. After searching for two days...the police declared that the body could not be found...but some of her things like...her dupatta , a large section of her kurta , a torn piece of cloth and many more stuff were found confirming her accident...confirming her death...
 
 
 
Arnav was devastated...he had lost his life that day...he had lost khushi that day...he cried and cried...he screamed but still , nobody could measure the pain , anguish and guilt he felt at that time...he never let anyone do her last rituals as he believed that she was not dead..."IF SHE WAS DEAD...THEN MY HEARTBEAT WOULD HAVE STOPPED LONG AGO...!!!!!!!!!" he screamed...
 
 
 
 
(End of flashback)
 
 
 
Khushi was stunned at his confession..."You thought that...i...i was dead???" she asked surprised. He nodded. "I never believed that...never!!!!!" he said while a tear escaped his eyes...even she cried...he continued...
 
 
 
(Flashback)
 
 
 
After a three years he came to know about samar. One day he was going with juhi to supermarket , when he saw that juhi was being manhandled by samar. As arnav was about to intervene , he heard him say "So juhi , now that khushi is gone from our lives...i can come on top of you!!!!!" he grinned and tried to kiss her. Juhi was fighting but she then felt samar loosening his grip...
 
 
She saw that arnav had saved him from samar. He was beating him black and blue..."HOW DARE YOU SEPARATE ME AND MY KHUSHI???? HOW DARE YOU!!!!!!!!" arnav screamed as he cought his throat and pressed it. He started to choke and turned blue...but at time juhi came and took arnav away from there...arnav called the police and arrested samar...he was disgusted of himself as how he could let all this happen to khushi...
 
 
"Im sorry khushi...i wish i knew where you are but..." his thoughts were interuppted when he saw hena taking an injured khushi towards her apartment...he was about rush there but the police stopped him as they needed some more facts about samar...after he had talked to them , he went up to that place but they were long gone...hena had shifted to new apartment becoz of which they never knew where she and khushi were...
 
 
 
(END OF FLASHBACK)
 
 
 
 
Arnav sobbed. He expected her to move away from him but all she was doing was staring at him. She gasped as his hold around her waist , tightened. She looked upto his pure , innocent and now regretful eyes...He cupped her face and said "Gosh khushi...you have went through so much and i...how could i be so selfish???". He saw her eyes close and tears flowing from those shut eyes. "Shhh...khushi...i never want to see those beautiful orbs moist...never!!!!!!" he whispered in her ears and kissed her eyes.
 
 
 
 
Khushi suddenly stiffened by his act. Arnav noticed this and sighed. "Khushi...i promise to go slow with you...i have to make up a lot to you and i promise i will...but we will do things on your way!!!!" he exclaimed and she relaxed a bit. Arnav's hand were on khushi's thighs and she was feeling the warmth of his hands. She was actually enjoying it. She tried to get up but arnav stopped her. He took her in his arms and made he lie down on the bed. "Don't get up khushi...i will make lunch...for both of us!!!!" he said. She chucked.
 
 
 
After half an hour , she felt restless and went up to kitchen to have a glance at arnav. To say , he looked funny with the atta spread all over his face would be an understatement...he looked horribly funny...She came up to him and wiped out some of the atta from his face. Arnav felt good at her touch. He quickly gave a sweet peck on her cheeks and she blushed crimson red. "Thanks!!!!" he whispered. "Don't mention it arnav!!!" she sighed.
 
 
 
She wanted to help arnav but he declared that he was sponsering thier date. "Excuse me?? when did we go for a date???" asked khushi mischieveously. "Right now!!!!" said arnav , as he bent down on his knees and took khushi's hand in his. "Will you be my date , Khushi Kumari Gupta???" he asked. Khushi was flabberghasted. Everything was happening so fast. She felt good at the love and attention arnav showered at him. She scrunched her nose and said "Only if Arnav Singh Raizada gives me the permission to help him in the kitchen!!!!"
 
 
 
"But Khushi..." arnav was cut short by khushi who said "No but's and if's arnav. I really want to help you...or else im not listening to you!!!!!!" she said , showing him her fake anger. Arnav agreed and pulled her into a hug. And this hug vanished all her anger towards arnav. She embraced him smoothly. As arnav felt her responding to his gestures , he felt happy. He broke the hug and cupped her face "Khushi...thanks for giving me another chance...another chance to live!!!!!!" he said. Khushi saw the guilt in his eyes again. This time she wanted him to forget that issue for sumtime.
 
 
 
As arnav was about to go , khushi pulled him and gave a light peck on his lips. "Im hungry arnav...lets go!!!!!!" she said , not bothering to look at arnav's reaction as she was too shy to see...she pulled arnav with herself to the kitchen..."Today , my kitchen is gone!!!!!!" khushi mentally said this and smiled.

ArHi OS: Without You Part 4


                                         WARNING: SLIGHTLY MATURE
 
Arnav went to the market to buy some stuff. He needed those for khushi. He was trying his best. But he knew he would have give his all to win her back. He decided to visit her house at night.
 
 
 
It was 10:00PM. Khushi's uncle and aunt were asleep but khushi couldn't sleep at all. She was having images of being raped by samar. The way he kissed her jawline , her throat and went near her throat and cleavage was making her feel disgusting again. Then her attension went to the teddy bear arnav had given her. She took it and decided to sleep and to her surprise she did fell asleep.
 
 
On the other hand , arnav was trying to meet khushi but was a bit reluctant on going through the main door. So he decided to go straight through the window. He saw that there was a huge pipe which went straight to khushi's room. Without wasting much time , he went up. His hands started bleeding but he didn't care. If khushi asked for his life , he would happily give it to her. Arnav was very much scared of heights but he had to overcome his fear or else how would he win his life back??
 
 
 
As he jumped inside the room , he saw it was dimly litted. Then he saw khushi's serene face. How she was hugging the teddy , which he once presented to her. He smiled. Khushi , could sense someone and thus woke up. She saw arnav and was horrified. She was about to scream when arnav came up to her and covered her mouth. "What are you doing here???" she asked. Arnav gave a smirk and took out a chocolate for her. Yes. Khushi had an unusual habit of eating chocolate at the middle of the night and arnav knew that very well.
 
 
 
Khushi was happy to see the chocolate. She took it and started to eat it. The chocolate spread all over her lips. Khushi was wearing a satin gown which was revealing a lot. But she never felt shy in front of arnav. Suddenly arnav's eyes became dark. Khushi noticed this and turned around. Arnav could see her back. He went up to her and placed his hand on her stomach softly.
 
 
Khushi was astonished by this. But she wanted him to hold her like this. She wanted to get rid of all those memories of Samar. He eyes welled up. Arnav saw this and backed away. Khushi turned towards him and folded her arms. Arnav tried explaining but khushi said "No need to explain arnav. By the way...how did you enter my room???" she asked. "I climbed the pipe...!!!!!!!!!" he whispered. Then she noticed his hands. They were stained with blood. Her eyes welled up again.
 
 
 
"Arnav why don't you take care of yourself???" she cried. She held his hand gently and dabbed the ointment on his palm. Arnav's intense gaze was frightening her all the more. "Arnav , i know that your scared of heights...then how did you climb the pipe????" she asked genuinely. She placed her hand softly on his hand. "Becoz i love you!!!!!!" was his simple answer. Khushi looked up into his eyes. Was he telling the truth???
 
 
 
Arnav cupped her face and came closer to her face. Khushi closed her eyes. But again her horrible was coming in between them. Her muscles tightened quickly as arnav noticed it. He slowly let go of her face. He stood up and was about to go when khushi held his hand softly.
 
 
Khushi said "Why are you leaving???" "Becoz i thought you needed space!!!!!!!!!" he exclaimed. Khushi looked down. Arnav brought her chin up and kissed her jawline. His lips moved towards her neck and he started giving her open mouth kisses. Khushi hugged him and clutched his shirt from behind. She let out a soft moan when arnav had bitten her on her neck and soothed it by licking it. After sumtime arnav withdrew to see khushi's eyes closed.
 
 
 
"Khushi...open your eyes!!!!!!" he whispered as he held her face gently and removed the strand of hair which was blocking his view. Khushi opened her and looked straight into arnav's. They were a pool of emotions , she thought. "Khushi , will you ever be able to forgive me????" he said as she saw tears forming in his eyes. And at that time she understood...she had forgiven him. "Arnav , that night...samar..." her voice was breaking down , but arnav insisted her to tell...
 
 
 
As arnav heard everything ,  his blood boiled. But khushi said "Arnav...if i can get rid of those memories then i promise that i will forgive you too!!!!". And the thing which khushi did , took him by surprise. Khushi came near to his lips and pecked him. He slid his under her waist and pulled her for a deep kiss. Khushi's hand were on arnav's chest and she could feel his heart pounding behind that ribcage...
 
 
 
Arnav's hand was travelling all of her body...As they broke the kiss , khushi whispered "Arnav , promise me that you will never leave me...even if i push you away from me!!!!!!". "Till my last breath...i stay with you khushi!!!!!!!!" whispered arnav. Then khushi cried again. "Arnav...becoz of that samar...i...i..." she couldn't say anymore as cried again. Arnav soothed her hair to calm her down. "ARNAV I CAN NEVER EVER CONCIEVE...!!!!!!!!!". This shook arnav to core. "And its all my fault!" he thought.
 
 
 
Arnav's hand now slowly travelled down her slim waist. He gently lifted her and made her sit down on his lap. Khushi was also lost in arnav. Her hands went inside her shirt as she explored his chisled muscles. "Seems like you have worked out a lot!!!!!" she tried to smile , amidst those painful memeories. Arnav's mouth was near khushi's stomach and he gently kissed it. He then looked up at her , and nodded , giving her the answer to his question...
 
 
Arnav saw the clock. It was 2:34AM. Khushi needed rest. He gently picked her up. Khushi hugged him tightly. Her soft breasts crashing on his hard chest. Arnav too , completed the embrace and placed soft kisses on her neck. She moaned loudly. Then he made her lay on the bed. He knew that khushi wouldn't go to sleep without him , he sat beside her..."Why are you so forgiving khushi???" he asked all of a sudden...
 
 
 
"Becoz i loved you a lot at that time..." she said. "And what about now????" he asked. But before she could answer , his lips touchec hers. This time they kissed each other wildly. After sumtime arnav and khushi realised that arnav was on top of her. "Arnav...can you...free me...from those memories...!!!!!!" she cried again. He wiped away her tears and kissed her eyes..."Are you sure khushi????" he asked for her permission again...And she nodded.
 
 
 
Arnav gently dipped down near her throat and kissed it , sucked it. Khusho's breathing was becuming heavy and she was blushing profusely. Arnav saw as khushi's eyes were shut. This scared arnav. "Khushi are you ok??!!!" he asked. She opened her eyes slowly..."Arnav...at first i hated you for leaving me at the time when i needed you the most...now you have come back into my life...but look i won't be able to concieve anymore..." and she cried again. Arnav fell beside her and took her arm.
 
 
 
"Khushi...no matter what...you concieve or not...i will always love you...your my khushi...and i love you...believe me...!!!!!!" he said while kissing her knucles. He again got on top of her to pleasure her...but he didn't want to rush it. He was thankful to God that khushi still trusted him a bit...He kissed her rosy cheeks and felt her loosening herslf to him...But after sumtime he saw that she had fallen asleep...
 
 
 
He smiled at her cuteness. He kissed her little red nose , her cheeks and her rosy lips. She gave a contented smile in her sleep...he whispered "I LOVE YOU!!!!!" into her ears one last time before going and kissed her forehead. He got up and looked back at her face before going...after sumtime , he left but now he was a bit happy that khushi was giving him a chance again...
 

ArHi OS: Without You Part 3

PART 3:

Khushi was sent out to the market to buy sum vegetables. As she was buying , she saw that arnav was approaching the place , she quickly hid herself behind the pillar. But to her luck , she got caught. Arnav pulled her by the waist and she came crashing on his hard , masculine chest. This time khushi could see clearly the pain in his eyes. A tear came out of his eyes and she wiped it away. Arnav was taken aback by the sudden reaction and before he could do anything , khushi pushed him away and ran. "Khushi...khushi...KHUSHI!!!!!!!!!!" screamed arnav.

Khushi had to talk about this to arnav about this...she cant let it hang loose anymore...she decided to tell arnav everything about what happened in the past...She won't let him decide her future anymore...she decided to go to his place now. One last time...
Arnav came back to his apartment. He didn't know what to do. He was so shattered at the fact that khushi was now trying to escape him. "What can i do??? i can't understand anything..." he thought to himself. He was very dejected as he sat for his lunch. At that time , the door bell rang. He went up to open. He was shocked to see khushi there. He kept staring at her.
He noticed how khushi porcelien cheeks became red as soon as she saw him. Even khushi noticed how her cheeks were getting heated up. She also noticed how arnav was checking her out. "If your done with your checking me out , can i come in????" she asked. Arnav nodded quitely and escorted her inside. "It looks like your not quite happy about my arrival!!!!!!!" she said as she kept her bag on the table.
"Arnav , don't take this in the wrong way but i really need to tell you sumthings which might not know..." she said. Yes. He didn't know a lot of things and would love to know. "What do you want to say???" he asked confusingly. Did he really know everything??? The answer was...NO...He didn't know how that accident occured and what happened after that...and as for khushi ,  she started...leaving arnav horrified at her confession...
(Flashback)
It had been at least one month since that incident in school. It all happened in the farewell party and she was glad that she didn't have to luk at anybody now. Khushi used to live with her best frend , Hena. One day , while eating , she felt like throwing up...she quickly ran to the washroom and threw up. "Hey , are you ok khushi????" asked hena worriedly. Khushi just nodded. This continued as a daily routine and finally hena decided to take khushi to the hospital...
On the date of appointment , khushi had to go alone as hena had her basketball match. So , khushi took the car and went to the doctor. As the doctor was testing , she felt dizzy and passed out. The doctor sprinkled water on her face and came to...
But then , she got the shock of her life as the doctor said "Ms Gupta your PREGNANT..." . Khushi was horrified to hear that. She hid her face in her palms and cried her heart out...
The doctor tried to console her , but she sprang up and said "Doctor , i want to abort this child...". The doctor was horrified to hear this. "No Ms. Gupta you cant...you already have a lot of complications in this pregnancy and if now you abort this child...you might not be able to concieve later on..." huffed the doctor. Khushi sat back dejected and heartbroken...
(End of Flashback)
Arnav fell back on the sofa. How could he possibly do this to khushi. How could he believe that Samar over her...He his his face in his palm which didn't go unnoticed by khushi. She sighed. She had to tell him everything. But then she heard him say "How did that accident happen and how come your still alive...????" he asked like an innocent child... "Iam coming to that...!!!!!!!!!!" she said...
(Flashback)
Khushi was horrified and disgusted by herself. How could she let this happen to her life...No she had take that thing out of her body...then she had an idea..."What if i have an accident????" she thought to herself. Her eyes sparkling with an unusual madness. She started the engine and drove at lightning speed not caring about the world or anybody...
She remembered how Samar had forced her on bed , kissed her . and had s** with her...but then she remembered arnav. All the good and bad times spent with him...She cosed her eyes as the tears came out which were unstopabble...And finally , hse reached the edge of the cliff...she closed her eyes and whispered one last time "I always loved you arnav...wish you had believed me...The car fell off the cliff...but even after that khushi managed to hold on to a branch...she was badly injured but she got to a safe place and felt a sharp pain in her stomach...she smiled as she understood that her mission was accomplised...and she escaped from there...
(End of Flashback)
Arnav was horrified. He felt numb as he heard her confession..."She was pregnant????" he thought. He felt disgusted...not at khushi but at himself...He  remembered the day when he proposed her and promised to keep her happy always...he slowly came up to khushi and kissed her. She didn't budge but she didn't respond too. As he broke the kiss , khushi said "I better get going..." and she started collecting her stuff...





Arnav watched as khushi was gathering her belongings and was going towards the door. How he wished he could stop her...but he knew that he had lost that right. He had lost every right on her the day , he misjudged her...he saw as she turned towards and said " I came hear to clarify these doubts...hope we never meet again..." and with this , she went away..."I wish i could stop you khushi...i wish i could..." he whispered as he saw her closing the door behind her...





Arnav knew that getting back khushi now was next to impossible...he missed her so much in his life...and as he saw her going away , he felt as sumone was made a hole in his heart which only khushi could fill...




But he also knew that if she was Khushi Kumari Gupta then he was Arnav Singh Raizada...he would keep no stone unturned to get his khushi back to her original self and most improtantly...BACK IN HIS LIFE...